Dream recorded: 10/18/2026
It was at night. I was fighting with my parents.
I was homeless.
They kicked me out on the street.
I had nothing, but I had a job, or maybe it was a school.
I had nowhere to sleep, though.
There was this friend of mine. She was so nice, but her house was falling apart, covered with things and people. I couldn’t bombard their situation with another person.
But in this dream, everything looked like a community.
Like everywhere I went, there was a home and people, or a business or a store, all combined.
I was on my period in my dream, and I’m on my period now.
And the friend in the dream, she was on her period.
And I wanted to go back into her place to see if I could get a sanitary napkin.
Then she tells me someone stole them.
She can’t find them.
I asked to use the restroom. She had many bathrooms, all filthy but working.
I just needed something to use for the bleeding.
I looked up, and this bathroom had tampons, three sizes.
I grabbed a super.
I just grabbed one.
The friend couldn’t find them. I knew she’d be happy I did.
I felt bad taking the one, but I was hoping the super would hold me over for a bit.
I was going to need it overnight.
I felt like I had nothing.
Nothing to my name, but I had bags.
IDK what was in the bags.
I don’t remember having a kid in this dream either.
I saw my parents, and they didn’t want anything to do with me.
I remembered an old school and church, something near the school I was going to, that maybe I could sleep in.
The school itself was like the size of a cathedral, so maybe I could sleep where no one would notice.
A place I could just rest my head and then get back up and act like I was going there to work or learn.
I remembered a teacher.
Her name was Jesus, a female.
She told me something I can’t remember.
My brain won’t let me remember what she said.
I was thinking maybe I could stay with her, but she was kind of mean and nice, maybe just stern.
And then I got a call from my professor or my boss mentioning the teacher named Jesus.
And he said, “You know, they don’t really like us calling her Jesus because she’s not Jesus.”
But he said Jesus gave you the wrong information.
She wasn’t supposed to tell me something, and I forgot what it was she told me.
I saw her earlier in the dream, but I can’t remember what she said.
And he said, “She wasn’t supposed to tell you that.”
And I told him, “It’s okay.”
And Josh, someone named Josh that was in the class with me, was coming to get me.
I was late to this school.
I was supposed to be there at 1.
It was past that time, and I was worried he’d mention it on the phone, but he didn’t.
Josh told me I could have a ride with him back to the school.
I was just waiting for him.
And he came.
I had a backpack and bags.
And then I went into a store.
I had all this stuff with me.
I thought they were going to be upset with me in the store.
I don’t think anyone knew that I was poor or homeless.
That I had nothing.
And they let me cross through the store.
I just needed to cross through.
Like the store was on the way to where I needed to go.
My parents were there, and I cussed them out horribly.
It was so bad.
My stepfather and my mom, separately, telling them how I felt.
How much they loved their sons and hated me.
How they abandoned me.
But I wouldn’t give them the satisfaction to come back.
I think my stepdad wanted me to submit.
To do something, apologize or do something, and I wouldn’t.
I just kept becoming nastier.
So he went to get my mom.
He could never handle my mouth, and I wasn’t going to wait for her to bring out the worst in me.
And I walked off.
I was prepared to never see them again.
This was almost like a maze, how everything was connected, like a set, a scene set, or a movie.
Like all the businesses, homes, and school were all far and connected.
Dream 2
I think I saw Jesus, but no face, no body, just light that said, “You all call me Jesus.”
But I had a dream earlier with a woman named Jesus, a female teacher.
IDK what’s cosplaying as a Jesus, but it felt good.
I saw the meteor or bright shooting star in the sky again, like the 10/15/26 dream, but it didn’t come with destruction.
It came with everything I’ve been asking for, but I only felt it.
I didn’t see it.
I felt like I won my jackpot, like my wish had been fulfilled.
But I didn’t see it.
