• Nikki Jay is the glitch behind FirtleMind.
    A dream archivist, chaos scribe, and reluctant oracle.
    She doesn’t write stories. She downloads transmissions.

    Read at your own risk.

    Stay Weird. Stay Lucid. Stay Firtle.

  • You’re not supposed to fully understand it. Not yet.
    But here’s a clue:

    Firtle (v.) – A glitch. A twitch. To mess with. The moment before consciousness wakes up or collapses.
    Mind (n.) – The arena where dreams fight logic.

    FirtleMind is what happens when both decide to upload at the same time.

    A restless, glitching consciousness
    A mind that won’t sit still
    One that fidgets with dimensions, memories, conspiracies, and dreams.

  • It’s not a guidebook.
    It’s not positive thinking.
    It’s The Anti-Secret.

    A memoir disguised as a meltdown…about trying to manifest a better life and ending up spiritually overdrafted.

    It’s what happens when you ask the Universe for abundance…and it ghosts you. MoDT

  • 90 dreams. 9 volumes. One infected mind.
    Every story in here is real; just not in your dimension.

    Think of it like, Goosebumps took DMT and got a HBO deal. Lucid Codex

  • A vault of forbidden thoughts, dressed up as blog posts.
    Ancient tech. Biome worship. Simulation receipts.

    These aren’t theories. They’re warnings we ignored.

    Read at your own mental risk. Pandora’s Paradox

  • The Vault is the private wing of FirtleMind — a secured archive for collaborators, agents, and investors.
    Behind this password lives five years of receipts, storyboards, IP filings, and precognitive logs documenting how an idea became a myth.
    What began as a personal experiment in chaos has evolved into a full creative ecosystem, protected, catalogued, and waiting for the right minds to open the door.

  • The Archive is for the future audience — the ones who will wonder how it all started.
    Every dream, paradox, note, and fragment lives here, preserved like digital archaeology.
    This is where chaos became evidence. Where imagination left fingerprints.

    Only those who answer the riddle may enter. Inside lies the full record of chaos becoming order — a map of the impossible built one dream at a time.

  • 👁️ The fine print is calling.

    If you're planning to reference, remix, or collaborate… or you just want to know what you're allowed to do in this universe, I created…

    This is the doorway. Enter wisely. 🕷️

Still confused? Good. You're exactly where you're supposed to be.